Goodbye my lover good bye my fren..

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

I'll be missing u

Every day I wake up

I hope I'm dreamin

I can't believe this faith

Can't believe you ain't here

Sometimes it's just hard for me to wake up

It's hard to just keep goin

It's like I feel empty inside without you bein here 

I would do anything daddy, to bring you back

It's kinda hard with you not around

I know you in heaven smilin down

Watchin i while i pray for you

Every day i pray for you

Til the day we meet again

In my heart is where I'll keep you father

Memories give me the strength I need to proceed

Strength I need to believe

Every night I pray, every step I take,

Every move I make, every single day

Every night I pray, every step I take,

Every day that passes

Every move I make, every single day

Is a day that I get closer To seeing you again

Every night I pray, every step I take

I miss you Daddy... and i won't stop

Every move I make, every single day

Cause i can't stop... that's right

Every night I pray, every step I take

Every move I make, every single day

I miss you Daddy.. :( 

You was the greatest

You'll always be the greatest

I miss you Daddy

Can't wait til that day, when I see your face again

I can't wait til that day, when I see your face again...

It is so true..

I don't need a boyfriend to pleased my heart soul and life but, I need a guy who is willing to marry to handicapped girl like me. Some people say i am desperate , but i am not!

happy day

- vespa aku dah siap di baiki. dah pusing kl tadi haha.
- pergi gig . lama do aku x g. syok jumpa kwn2 lama.
- aku masak tuk kwn
- isab rokok pun kurang

THE BELOVED FATHER

Date February 5, 2011 at 6.30 pm on Saturdays was the day my beloved father's death. You are safe in mind, the heart and soul. I will never forget. Departure of the father was a great surprise to me. I can not accept it but I must be strong because God is more loving you. Father, do forgive all my mistakes. I eat assigned. Here I will continue to give prayers to you. Forgive me for not able to change such that everyone wants. daddy .. daddy .. I miss you so badly.. Even though my father left me a month but I still felt that he was on the side.
ABAH .. ABAH ... ABAH ..
<3 <3 <3

An apology

I'm sorry, I had decided our relationship in this way. I have beenunable to withstand the pain, misery, grief have you cast. swear, I'm happy to present you in my life, even if only for a moment .. You are very beautiful in my eyes. I confess that I love you and love you so. But all that you gave to me is a malicious lie. I'm very disappointed. I never thought you like this. What I'm waiting for is a nightmare that has occurred. I will fix everything in life. Here, only one I want you to know.. My feelings towards you will never break or fade. Thank you for you Mr. Alfadhlee. I do forgive you but not forgotten. 

kau mmg cilaka!

hari yg cilaka, x jumpa pun xpe. uat sakit ati. uat aku meluat. rsa cam nk henjut je pala dia td. seb bek aku syg kau. klu x habis dah td kena paku kaw2 dgn aku HAHA. ish meluat la aku tgk gelagat diorg. tergedik2. dasar penipu punya mnusia. kata syg kata kwn baik. fakiuu la!! pegi mampos dgn kau punya kata2 tu. slama ni aku pcaya kau, dgr smua ckp kau. ni aku dpt. mekasih ar kan. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee geram sial! babian betol! hakhh tuih!