Thursday, April 28, 2011

Goodbye my lover good bye my fren..

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

I'll be missing u


Every day I wake up
I hope I'm dreamin
I can't believe this faith
Can't believe you ain't here
Sometimes it's just hard for me to wake up
It's hard to just keep goin
It's like I feel empty inside without you bein here 
I would do anything daddy, to bring you back
It's kinda hard with you not around
I know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin i while i pray for you
Every day i pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you father
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
Every night I pray, every step I take,
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take,
Every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
Is a day that I get closer To seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
I miss you Daddy... and i won't stop
Every move I make, every single day
Cause i can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
I miss you Daddy.. :( 
You was the greatest
You'll always be the greatest
I miss you Daddy
Can't wait til that day, when I see your face again
I can't wait til that day, when I see your face again...

It is so true..



I don't need a boyfriend to pleased my heart soul and life but, I need a guy who is willing to marry to handicapped girl like me. Some people say i am desperate , but i am not!